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Monday, March 23, 2009,

Life has been hectic for me peeps. Ups and Downs. Emotional Rollercoaster Rides.
Well Sorry but no song today. Emo post lolz.

When you think suddenly everything is going great then you have the most epic downfall in the history of mankind. Everything goes so smooth and then you're stopped dead in your tracks by some bloody thing/person. That always happens to me. One minute I'm happy-go-lucky wid everyone and the next I'm trash-talkin bout them. I mean like seriously what the hell!

So many people have good lives. Why can't I. I might be taking my life for granted but heck, who doesn't. I got all the things I need; a laptop, an Xbox360 and lotsa other stuff like awesome parents and friends. But one thing I don't get is... why the HECK some people are bloody irratating. One minute they're so nice than the next they're literally bashing me in everything they say. WHY???!!!

Well... I guess this is also due to me. I'm so busy nowadays... Drama with SYF Coming Up... Diploma with the exam this Saturday... Those Utterly Useless School Events... Tuition... and obviously balancing ALL of these wid my life. I seriously don't know how some people do it... how do they survive. Bloody Hell. I may sound emo and alll.... maybe I am but... I dunno. Suddenly I feel like I hav no sense in life. I have no purpose. Would anyone here be kind enough to tell me what meaning and purpose I have in this world... why does this world need me?

*Maybe then I'll compose another EMO song*

Signing off miserably...
I'll see you guys in the next post....

2:15 AM